Anfield★Yee

I've put on weight

2012-01-26T00:00:00.005+08:00

Each time my heart sanks when I tried on some new cloths inside the fitting room. T_____T
I can't blame anyone, because it's I who decided to eat as much as I can.
This is also one of your resolution, Anfield - to lose weight! Remember!! +_______+

Suppose to start work at 3rd day of CNY, but I manage to apply leave on last minute. ^^V
Hence, I went to shopping yesterday morning and bought a book for myself as Christmas/New Year/CNY present:

This book is for young adults, whom still refuse to wake up from his/her wonderland to face reality. It's so like me!! Just what I need. =D

For some reason, I've this urge feeling to finish it as soon as I can! O_O

NG family wishes you Happy CNY!

2012-01-25T00:00:00.003+08:00

Well, I would say it's not that very an awesome piece. I've tried my best to make it as simplify as possible, without using anything get from internet to put in a background.

Background design is really hard. :|

As usual, each character has its own meaning. =)

2nd day of CNY

2012-01-24T00:00:00.008+08:00

1st day of CNY was relaxing. Eat, drink, sleep, Bai Nian (visiting), Ang pao and eat.. =) Never knew that holiday could be very important to me after you're a working adult.

This probably one of the most significant CNY as not only it's Year of Dragon, and also a day where I know the usefulness of holiday.

Anyway, starting from yesterday till last day of CNY, you'll be seeing CNY post here everyday. Since it's Year of Dragon, I thought wanting to make it special =)

Below is one of my CNY masterpiece:

There are more to come! (hopefully)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!! Enjoy your holiday as much as you can.

PS: Each of the character I've drawn for CNY has its own meaning. Feel free to make a guess =)

Happy Chinese New Year 2012

2012-01-23T00:00:00.004+08:00

This is the day where you can see tables are set, foods are ready, reds are everywhere, and of course, traffic jam.... +_______+

If you ever read this post, Anfieldyee had already left KL and went back to my dad's hometown. I will be back at the second day of CNY.

This year is year of Dragon, and it's my year!! :D I've got a feeling it'll be an interesting year!

For those who are heading back home, have a safe journey!
For those who made a wish, may your wish come true!
For every chinese nation, have a fantastic Chinese New Year!!

Ah yes, we are dragons! XD

PS: I hope for my wishes come true, too.

Live Life to the Fullest

2012-01-19T11:58:00.006+08:00

Life is short, so live life to the fullest!

Life is short, so live life to the fullest!

There are many things that we can do.
There's a saying, that you ought to share to others what you've got, help those in needs,
that makes life more meaningful.
What's the point of earning money but not spending, having time but just sleeping, owning stuff but not using, giving opportunity but wasted it?

Life is short and priceless, it's a gift given by God.
It's up to you how you want to write your book. You're the author of your life.
Be proud to own your life, give thanks to the Lord that He gave you life.

Life is too short to live in sorrows,
Whenever there's a storm, there'll be a rainbow at the end.
Hence, live your life to the fullest!

Remember that You're the author of your life. It's up to you how you colour your life. =)

Work Hard to Earn What I Want

2012-01-15T02:17:00.001+08:00

Actually my mom told me these in Chinese. I'm not sure whether I've translated it correctly:

"做人不要一直埋怨. 与其嫉妒人家，倒不如自己争气去得到它?"

(Sorry if it was really a bad translation +_+)

Yea she was right! Instead of complaining how tough a life you have, and jealous of others, why not you work something on to get what you want?

This is my new year resolution, that I'll work hard to earn what I want.

Sweet Sixteen

2012-01-12T08:52:00.003+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday Sister! May your dreams come true.

AND

you do well in your PMR. We're really very proud of you! =)

Throwing away 2011

2012-01-02T18:39:00.011+08:00

Brand new year, brand new starts. Whatever happens in the past, it has become a history.
Wishing everybody here Happy New Year~!! May your dreams come true this year.

PS: I'm also working out with my goals. Hopefully it'll sort it out at the end. Just pray for me. =)

In a cross-road

2011-12-27T23:23:00.006+08:00

Merry Christmas 2011

2011-12-25T14:25:00.092+08:00

This is the day where to celebrate the Son of God was born, whom came to this world and save us!

Happy Birthday Jesus! Thank you for your love, which always saves me from the darkness, that I no longer be a depress girl like how I used to be.

+*Merry Christmas*+ to all of you here !! I wish you all have a blessing years ahead!

***Please accepts my greetings by clicking the link below***

"Christmas Card"

Happy Birthday Miao Miao 2011

2011-12-19T04:00:00.010+08:00

This post is dedicated to my Cat - Miao Miao, whom is my College's Best Friend.

Miao Miao, I'm so glad to have you as my best friend! It's amazing that it's been 5 years we've known each one another and it's still counting. I never knew back then the girl who sat besides me will be my best pal for years to come! You've always been giving me support and advice. I just want to let you know that I feel very bless having you and appreciate what you've done.

You may have got this art piece few years back, but I've modified it. For some reason, I always love this picture. Hope you like it too! ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIAO MIAO!! May your wishes come true! Blessed birthday to you!! :D

You're the Salt and Light

2011-12-07T03:56:00.026+08:00

Dedicated to my first shepherd - Jane, whom I think she's beautiful in the eyes of her Lord Father!
Happy Birthday Jane !!

PS: I hope you would like my SUPER late gift.. +___+

This is SEB!

2011-11-21T21:34:00.001+08:00

This is SEB team...

At Work, we work hard!

We learn new things everyday!

To ensure good quality work provided to our customers, We drink coffee to stay energetic.

We give the best service, by introducing to our customer the best products and solutions!

We listen to every customer's voice!

After work, we sing lots of K

If you join us, we'll dance with you!

We do made calls, to keep in touch with each other

We also appreciate each others

But most of all, we love our boss!

Whatever happens in SEB team, We'll draw out to show everyone who we are~ =)

-the END-

Dedicated to our boss, whom we love and will be missed.

Going out with Friends

2011-10-28T23:48:00.003+08:00

Perhaps I should bring back my friends to introduce to her more often!
Even though I'm going out with friends that she may not know for countable times (not even reached more than 5 fingers), she claimed that I went out with them alot of times.

I know you're worried about me, mom~~

Troublesome

2011-10-23T13:35:00.002+08:00

This is just an illustration of what had happened to me nowadays.
I just want to help... but why do I ended up causing troubles to them?

Working On Sunday

2011-09-25T23:55:00.007+08:00

This lesson had taught me not to judge a person before it happens to you..

Recently due to system down at early of September, I've been doing OT quite alot. *On FIRE Mode*

For My Big Boss

2011-09-23T02:41:00.011+08:00

Big Boss is living, so I was chosen to help coming out this piece as the cover page of our gift!
It took 4 - 5 hours to complete it. @_@

Happy Mooncake Festival 2011

2011-09-12T22:59:00.002+08:00

Happy MOONCAKE Festival to all of you here !!

This is the day where you can eat mooncakes, listen to the story behind all this mooncakes, cherish with your friends, gather around with your family, and of course, my childhood memory - playing lantern!

Although this time I didn't get the chance to play lantern, I manage to get to eat Starbucks Mooncakes.

It.was.delicious! =)

How do you know if you've put on weight?

2011-07-31T22:39:00.003+08:00

I NEED TO GO ON DIET!!

Working Syndrome

2011-07-19T00:19:00.005+08:00

If you have the following syndromes:

Congratulation! You're officially not unemployed!!

Starting my first new job for almost 2 months. So far so good =) Even though sometimes I would think that student life is still the best, there's no deniable that no assignment stress and also, the CA$$H!

Of course, working is stressful, is tiring. That's no run away. I just have to believe myself that I can do it!

I still remember the advice my mom once told me when I was about to start my new job:

"Learn what you can learn. Do your best at your workplace. What you gain earns your future! Who knows?"

Yea, who knows the future?

Why didn't I go?

2011-07-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

So, Liverpool FC finally visits Malaysia, a everyone-knows news.

Those who knows me know that I'm one of their fan, a HUGE fan! Hence it's not surprise if you seeing me going around everywhere just to buy the ticket, wouldn't mind spending that huge mount of money, drive down from PJ to Bukit Jalih, flying down to Pavillion to meet my idol, shouting "LIVERPOOL! LIVERPOOL!" like mad publicly! ;)

But I didn't manage to do all these things. Between 13/7 to 16/7, I was staying-at-home, or out for something.

(Of course, mostly is due to unlucky circumstances. I'm just surprise that I'm not doing anything to sort it out.)

One of the best thing that a fan could own not just only seeing their idol wins the trophy, also able to meet their idols. That process of wouldn't mind what circumstances came by and would do ANYTHING to meet their idol, and finally their wishes come true is just.PRICELESS! I know it because all the while since 2005 till now, I wish I could meet them once, even just once! I know there will be one day, but back then it seems it doesn't have the chance. I was jealous back then when Chelsea and MU get to visit Malaysia but not Liverpool.

Now it has been 6 years, and God really fulfills his promise to bring Liverpool come to Malaysia. My little wish that took 6 years to complete. HOW GREAT IS THAT??! To know that your God fulfills your little wish even though you think HE might not bother and also, your idol that you want to meet so badly come to Malaysia!! Moreover, it's their FIRST TIME EVER!!!

But this time, due to unforeseen circumstances, I choose just let it be. It's as if I'm wasting God's provide, like a daddy manage to get the present for his daughter but she refuses to accept it at the end.

I told God, that now is not the same anymore. The only person that I'm worshiping is you, no more anyone else. No matter what circumstances that cause me not being able to meet Liverpool FC's players, what comes around goes around. Just let it be.

However, this is one of the testimony that I must give thanks to God. Thanks lord, for fulfilling my wish that took around 6 years, and I really, really appreciate and feel bless for it. I really didn't expect it'll come true, despite I know they'll come one day, really!

Here are some pictures and videos that I manage to find on internet.

When they arrived at Pavillion:

The next day's news paper headline :)

SENSATIONAL!

Sorry it was very shaky. Forgive the owner ;p

Link to during training: http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=2104186079283

The day where our Harimau Malaysia going to face them:

Full Squard :)

The fans:

This really looks like at Anfield. Haha!

Awwwww.... I love Agger, too! *blush*

Haha! Nice one!

This is SO COOOOOOOOOOL!

More pictures and videos could be found from here:
http://www.liverpoolfc.tv/news/latest-news/photos-37-800-watch-lfc-train
http://www.lfctour.com/english/news#Anchor80
http://www.liverpoolfc.tv/news/latest-news/pics-fans-roar-on-reds-in-malaysia
http://www.liverpoolfc.tv/news/latest-news/photos-reds-go-goal-crazy
http://www.youtube.com/user/leonacmilan#p/u

Suddenly I've this strong jealousy of those who are there!

What's the definition of the true fan? To be honest, I'm not quite sure. Everyone has their own definition and their own way to shows how faithful they are.

But one thing I'm very sure about is:

Whenever I am, I'll still love you Liverpool FC!

Till the end, till the time has come..

Last but not least:

Enjoy! ;)

PS: Share to me what else you've got, plueseeeeeeeeee! ^_^

Finally Get to Eat when You're ABSOLUTE Starving!

2011-06-17T23:41:00.003+08:00

No matter how bad the food can be, you will still feel yummy!

I'm Sorry...

2011-06-01T00:46:00.000+08:00

Found a job!

2011-05-01T23:25:00.001+08:00

Finally... after being searching and wandering around for long, I'd manage to find a job that I wouldn't mind. I never imagine I could get this job because it's so different than what I've been studying. This job is definitely by God's grace!

As a science student, I had expected I'll end up at different working area. Will see how next month! :) But one thing for sure is I'll so going to miss my life as barista!!

No matter what, thank you Lord, for providing me this job. Thank you soo much...

Happy Easter 2011!

2011-04-24T03:30:00.008+08:00

This is the day where we are celebrating our Risen King, Hallelujah!!

PS: Just a rough sketch. I know there are some rooms to improve. :| And also, sorry for the SUPER-late updates!

What's your plans on your birthday?

2011-04-11T14:25:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the suggestion you guys gave me. But really, I seldom plan how to celebrate on my birthday.
Probably I'm too lazy to plan.
Furthermore, I'm not celebrating any important age like 18 or 21, so to me, it's just another day where I've to accept the reality that I'm 1 year older already.

However, this doesn't mean that I'm not going to pamper myself during my birthday. Especially I did express in my previous post that I'm the boss for 11st April - I'm free to do what I want. =)
You don't have to think hard what to do on your birthday. Have a relaxing day is also a good choice.

For me, wishes and message from you guys are good enough. =)

Happy Birthday to me. May this year will be an interesting and significant year to me!

Weird Question

2011-04-08T00:41:00.002+08:00

Because my work place is at one of the shopping mall, I've been asked by random persons where's where and where does it locates.

Perhaps I should be paid to work as direction instructor!

Nothing is Impossible

2011-03-25T00:00:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, never said never before you give it a try..

Holiday Mode

2011-03-24T23:07:00.007+08:00

Sometimes, it's OK to pamper yourselves like this - to prepare for the future coming wars!
That's what off day are meant to exist

Sleeping deprivation

2011-03-23T01:05:00.002+08:00

This is the reason why you always see me being walking like zombie whenever I go.

Smile

2011-03-03T14:08:00.002+08:00

When hard time comes, do remember to give yourself a SMILE.
Because you deserves it! =)

Floating Around

2011-02-25T14:25:00.029+08:00

I feel direction-less..

This year's resolution, I wish:

2011-01-04T14:04:00.003+08:00

Since it's vital to set some resolution on this coming new year, so I thought of setting some goals for myself.

Anfieldyee is trying her best to make out the best for her...

Still in 2010 mode

2011-01-01T11:11:00.035+08:00

Even though it has been over for 11 hours and 11 minutes (in Malaysia time).

Nothing special I've done to welcome 2011, just sitting at home. Well, people are too tired from work =)

To whoever I have the chance to know you at 2010, thanks for making my 2010 a fruitful and interesting year! May you have a blessing new year. =)

On this day

2010-12-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

I feel blessed by God's love.

Totally a different Christmas than other years.

Merry Christmas everybody~!!

HOLA Melbourne!

2010-10-20T22:20:00.001+08:00

If you follow my plurk, you get the idea that I'm actually at Melbourne 3 days ago to attend my convo. Sorry for the late notice. *Paiseh*

It brings back memory where I used to chase the train to go Uni, go this place and that place, use to hang out with my friends at this place, use to do assignments here etc.. Ahhhh, the life of student!

I spend most of the times with my family. It was exams month so didn't manage to meet up with friends here. Feel a bit regret for not thinking of spending more times here.

Anyway, the highlights of coming to Melbourne is get to taste lots of good coffee~!! I'm SO going to learn how to make like them!

Will be updating about my days at Melbourne once I go back to Malaysia. But first, allow me to enjoy my convo! *GRIN*

Can't wait for tomorrow~!!

Happy Mooncake Festival 2010

2010-09-27T23:19:00.004+08:00

Although it's late, just want to wish everyone here Happy Mooncake Festival (22/09/2010)!

PS: Another year without eating moon cakes, at least I did play lantern! =)

Nice Colleagues

2010-09-17T14:57:00.008+08:00

Actually there are more than this kind of reason why I love my current part time job.
However, for me, good colleagues play an important role in job environment, especially for new comers. We're not super, we need each others to complete a task. When each of us take care, look after and help each others, work efficiency will be increases. Not only that, everyone will be enjoy working together, isn't that great?
When your colleagues bless you alot, you want to bless them back by working out of your best. (From Kaichou Wa Maid-Sama)

Even thought it's just part time, if salary wasn't the main factor, I don't mind taking this job forever!
Hopefully the day where I find a permanent job wouldn't come soon.... LOL (Pray hard)

Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry

2010-09-07T23:35:00.002+08:00

(Lyrics)

Fall in love into this song!

Taylor Swift is really awesome!! She wrote songs based on her experience. Song with emotional is usually awesome, especially when you’ve been hurt. I discover that when there is no other ways for you to blush out, songs that describe your feelings could comfort you. This is what great about Taylor Swift’s song (The song that describe my life the most is “Tears Drop On My Guitar”).

Taylors Swift uses her talent to bless others. I also want to use my talent to bless others, too!

I'm sick!

2010-08-26T14:38:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the slow updates.

Phillipians 4:13

2010-08-23T23:37:00.010+08:00

" I can do everything through him who gives me strenght"

- Phillipians 4:13 -

I remember during my Australia stay in LG, swee shares her favourite bible verse to us, which is this.
It's indeed a powerful verse because we know that though we're weak, we'll be strong and do not afraid of anything just because we've a big GOD with us.
Swee has been have this great faith, a good leader and good role model to all of us. Despite being place in a bad situation, she still continue to serve God. It's a "If Swee can do it, So can I".
And now, it's my pleasure to use this verse for Swee's birthday gift:

You're like a soldier, fighting for God's sake. You're a leader, that leads everyone. The devils were swimming around you. However, if you notice the picture, their shapes are the same. Which means, devil is always the same. You're a God's soldier, that may not know what's God's plan behind. But because you choose to obey HIM, you're not frighten, anxious and able to lead others courageously.

Happy Birthday Swee! I hope this years' birthday surprise could be one of your unforgettable one. God bless you. =)

PS: Of course it's a memorable one! She came back to Malaysia during her birthday. Able to eat lots of Malaysia food that Australia can't find, able to play cheap bowling (XD) and most of all, she's 95% surprise upon the birthday cake. Her face is so priceless, I'm glad that I'd able to observe. XD

Job-Hunting Mode

2010-08-12T00:47:00.005+08:00

At the end I didn't get the job because I don't have the skills they required.
At that moment I feel a little discouraged by the words that the interviewee had spoken to me, plus I always being wanting to work at that company.

I wasn't feel discouraged because that company doesn't want to hire me but feeling my future is so blur, as if I couldn't go to any pathway that I wanted to.

Anfieldyee is abit frustrated at the moment. :|

Crocs

2010-08-02T23:35:00.005+08:00

People who wore crocs knows that this shoe has the higher tendency of making a person feel unbalance while walking (or was it just me?)
Moreover, the size of this shoe is big, hence it increase my chance of falling down.
Or maybe I'm too expert of making myself keep falling down (well, those who know me :| ).

Just last Sunday, I wanted to rush back. Thanks to crocs, I manage to make myself injured.
Till now, I still can't walk properly because the pain kills me.

It does makes me feel like I've went into an accident (choi~)

It seems that I need to practice how to walk properly.
But isn't shoe suppose to make a person comfortable while walking and prevent us from injured? After all, my shoe worth RM 100++!

The girls' greatest ability

2010-07-20T11:44:00.004+08:00

We could go about many hours to have many topics with your girlfriends. Same goes to my sister. Even though she's not very talkative, we could go hours chatting non-stop. This is girls thing that boys probably wouldn't understand.

Perhaps you will be annoyed that we are very busy body because one of the main reason that we able to chat non-stop is being a busy body person. But if you make it in the right way, it shows you care to that person. There are many people outside there needs someone to care for them. Hence, busy body plays an important part. Wan wan did mentioned on her blog about how being busy body is a good thing. (link)

I personally feel that the feeling of having some chat with your family and friends is awesome. I thank god that we as a girls has this kind of ability. :p

Last friday I manage to meet up with Fashion queen, moon, Exuan, cian and crazygirl for dinner meet up, after not being able to meet them for 1.5 years (excluding Crazygirl because I just met her last 2 weeks XD). You can say our gang as Hippo Family is famous for chit-chat. XD

Despite bad traffic jam out there, I'm glad that they make noise in my car. At least I was not bored by the jam. (You know la! What else you can do with a broken radio and traffic jam?)

Things I don't like when I'm back to Malaysia

2010-07-16T18:11:00.004+08:00

People who saw my pictures on facebook knows that I've gain weight already.

In Melbourne, there's cooling weathers, convenient public transport and public safety is not as bad as here (I tried going back home around 3, 4am). When these things happens on me, it makes me feel how I miss being at Melbourne so much!
Anyway, the good part is, Malaysia is like a heaven to me!!
Unlimited excess to internet, cheap good food, family, friends, ASTRO... WOHOOO! XD

Back to Malaysia for 2 weeks already, it's time for me to plan the next step in my life - working life!

Spain won World Cup 2010!!

2010-07-14T19:59:00.049+08:00

2 days ago I watched final, as usual.

It wasn't a nerve-racking performance, but the team that I support won! So, it was ok lar.

Nethelands fans were furious and not satisfied the way Howard Webb (refree) controls the game. There are lots of fault that he made which prevents Netherlands to win this match. The fans were treated Webb not to come to Netherlands or else he will die.

All I could say is Netherlands was abit unlucky, but Spain deserves it. That player who kicked Xabi Alonso's chest should get the red card, but Webb issued yellow card to him. I'm not entirely sure about what Netherlands was complaining about after Iniesta's goal. Maybe the only thing that you can point out is Puyol (Spain)'s challenge on Robben (Netherlands). (But it was just my opinion, you can agree on it or not because I'm a Spain fan. Obviously I would say nice thing about Spain wahahah~!)

After seeing this World Cup, I realized that God hasn't abandoned any teams all along the way. He will give the opportunity to the teams who is ready. Football is never a person's performance, but team spirit. Spain had achieved this point.

After soo many years of disappointment, God finally make Spain's dream come true to lift up the WC. I bet those faithful Spain fans finally could enjoy this glory.

One game, Different emotions

So here you go, our brand new World Cup champion - Spain.

Congratulation!!

My mom told me about how pity Netherlands player. They deserve more than having a silver medal but well, this is football.

So time to say bye bye to South Africa 2010, and see you Brazil 2014! I never forget this years WC, especially the vuvuzela.

By the way, as I browse through the pictures, out of the many millions of celebration picture, this is my most favourite:

Because he has his Liverpool's scarf around him. TORRES~!!!!! *scream*

PS: Full pictures of every single match can be found here.

A new-release movie trailer

2010-07-11T21:13:00.012+08:00

FIFA World Cup FINAL 2010 - NETHERLAND vs SPAIN!
A true story movie, LIVE and Exclusive at Astro tonight. Don't miss it!

*Ending of movie trailer-ing*

×××××

Alright, back to the topic!
World Cup is coming to the end!! Time flies and I still couldn't believe it's 11 July today!
After the final, there will be less people talked about football. How not exciting!

This is one of the rare times I wouldn't mind who wins World Cup this time. (Because both teams has equal number of liverpool players), but Anfieldyee here would like to show my support to SPAIN!!
My main reason of supporting spain? That's of course Spain has lots of lengzais! XD

So, Spain!! Torres!! Lengzais!! Here I come~!!!

GOOOOOOOOOO SPAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so proud to be a Spain fan, and so proud that they've come this far, despite all the circumstances. (tears)

PS: Some people questioned me that I am an England supporter. Well, for this year yes, but not for long. Besides, that was the me at 4 years ago.
I've started to support Spain since 2 years ago. This is the prove (link) =)

*Update*

Just found this at You tube:

A real trailer. LOL

Recently anfieldyee has been..

2010-07-05T08:29:00.003+08:00

Hence, it's been a while I didn't update my blog, my apology (I wasn't because of football and get to abandon this blog oh~~)
Even though it's relaxing that your exams is finally over, one week of preparation for me to go back Malaysia is not enough!

For your information, anfieldyee is already in Malaysia, shaking her leg at home, clear up her messy room which full of garbage.
It has been so far so good journey! I thank God for that! ^_^ It's like my days at Australia is like a dream and now everything is back to where it should be.
Will I be back to Australia? That will have to wait till next year.

For some people, we would meet again,
For some people, if chances flew away, we would never meet again,
Even though there will be always a hi and bye moment in your life,
My bits and pieces in Australia will never be forgotten!

Farewell! and hope to see you again, Melbourne!
and HOLA, Malaysia!

1 Peter 5:10

2010-07-04T18:53:00.002+08:00

Life is full of pain. But because of what our conquerer had done, we would find peaceful heart in HIM.

Happy Birthday Eleanor! Stay who you are, what you need to do, because God is always with you. Take care, and we shall meet again!

I will listen to what you had said to me. =)

Exams Diary: Final final exams

2010-06-26T00:39:00.004+08:00

I'm finally done with my finals!

After 3 years of being study as Science, finally it comes down to these piece of exams! I can't wait to get rid of these exams so does I can't wait to go back to Malaysia and see all my friends and family. And also, to have the freedom! ;)

My exams runs 2 weeks. It started at 14 and ends at 25 June 2010. After that, whether I will be officially unemployed is all depends on my results that comes out at middle of July. I wish I could so that I'm not disappointing my parents.

This time's exams preparation is not as rush as last semesters, where I have only 1 week of preparation before my exams kicks off. I thank God for giving me much time on preparation, so I can not only have much time for studying (which is around 2 to 3 weeks), and also able to catch up some World Cup matches! LOL. I know I shouldn't have anticipated with, but I guess I do deserve some break. ;)

But the problem part is that though I've got much time to study, you can't do much things that you want out of it, you will end up feeling guilty. I've been watching football matches (well, not every, 1 or 2 full-time matches) and feeling guilty upon not persevere in my studies. It's not about wasting my time, it's about I'm done with my study and now what can I do to helps me do well in exams. Plus, people would want to deserve some break from pressure, isn't it?

Pressure makes me develop ulcer in my mouth, and pop-out pimples on my faces. Hard to chew my food. =(

I'm glad that 25 June 2010 has finally come! It feels so long for me to wait this day to come. On the other site I do feel time flies and I can't believe that I'm going to be officially unemployed, SOON! The journey never being easy for me. Self-discipline is the most challenging that I need to overcome. Even though I've doubts on my genetics, plant biotech and ecomanagement, all of the papers goes pretty well (feeling little confident over some questions). I know I've done all my best that I can and whatever outcomes turn out in my results, so be it. Because I know it will be a better plans for me. ;)

All the best and good luck for those who are still having exams!!
And of course, football is waiting for me! ;)

PS: It is strange feeling that you feel guilty for not studying despite your exams is over! (it happens everytime)

Life of Exams Preparation

2010-06-08T23:12:00.009+08:00

It feels unfruitful... (cry)
Not to mention that my exams fall during World Cup period! (double cry)

This is my last exams as undergraduate.
Give all your best Anfieldyee! You can do it!

Here goes my last piece of undergraduate assignment

2010-05-31T18:06:00.005+08:00

My last assignment - report of Plant Biotechnology Mini Project

I'm finally done! Well, nearly there.
To acknowledge that the assignment that I'd handed in will be my last assignment before I graduate, and also my last assignment as undergraduates.

No doubt that there are ups and downs during my undergraduate. Decision, problem solving, friendship etc. But I'm glad that everything pays off after submitting this task. I'm sure the taste of satisfaction will become even sweeter after I graduate.

So, my exams will kick off between 14 and 25 June. This will be my final task that I need to accomplish before I graduate and move on to the next level. No matter how the result turns out to be, I will give all the best I can!

I can't wait to be graduated, and can't wait to go back to Malaysia!!

Lost Generation

2010-05-29T20:32:00.005+08:00

This may be 2 weeks ago but just feel like posting it up.

No matter what we've choose, even though it didn't come my or your way, there's always a hope.
Love this piece of video. It's AMAZING! ^_^

James 1:5 - 6

2010-05-26T00:00:00.005+08:00

Whatever we ask from HIM, HE will give us, and always a good plan for us. It's because HE loves us!
Happy birthday Samm! Whatever decision you've made, trust that Daddy will provide you the best! Even though you've left Melbourne, your presence will remains in our heart.

Walk by Faith

2010-05-25T21:25:00.006+08:00

This picture randomly pops out just because I was so annoyed with myself over something and hence, releasing my stress. LOL!

No longer I'm going to please others. You're worthy for me to worship.

The Boy and The Apple Tree Story

2010-05-09T22:34:00.045+08:00

Yes, another email-hunting post again. =)

Just few days ago, I found out something which I think is meaningful and worth to think about it. It matches to today's special day. =)

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The Boy and The Apple Tree

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No matter how far I am from my family, no matter what kind of reasons, I want to always remind to myself that I love my family and they are one of the most important person in my life.

As in this special day: Mother's day. Even though this post is dedicated to parents, I could have a chance to write for my father in this blog so I shall save the father's part at Father's Day. LOL!

Mother, I really appreciate what you've done for us. I hope in the future I'd able to share your tiredness, burdens and anything with you and able to honour you more. I love you, Mom.
+*~Happy Mother's Day!!~*+

How to Train Your Dragon

2010-05-05T23:14:00.023+08:00

Finally, I get to watch How to Train Your Dragon today despite having the feeling of lazy-to-go-watch-movie at the first place.

This is one of the rare times I've a thought of buying the DVD after watching the movie.
A movie that speaks to your heart will never get bored no matter how many times you've watched!

It's OK to be yourselves, even though you're weak, many people can't stand you or accept you, you walk with your impossible dream or passion, as long as you did the right thing. Because your God will always look after the weak ones. =) Everyone is useful! So, it's OK.....

Anyway, I really love this movie. Funny, touching, and awesome soundtracks!! I'm surprise that it does not fire the box office as much as other famous animation movies like Shrek, Toy's Story etc.
(Not only it just me lor, even most of my friends love this movie)

1 Timothy 4:12 - 13

2010-05-04T23:53:00.002+08:00

So be an example to everyone. Don't let anyone look down on you because you're young. You might not know you've what it takes inside you but God knows.

Happy 21st Birthday Sarah! May God Shines through you more. =)

People had changed can be quite scary

2010-05-03T09:51:00.002+08:00

Just like Facing the Giants

2010-04-23T21:11:00.008+08:00

Sometimes, we need to try to prove that yes we can do this, rather than living in the world with full of distracted that discourage you to move further.
Because you never know what's the outcome at the end..

*Facing the Giants - One of my all-time favourite movie! =)

Passion

2010-04-21T08:26:00.006+08:00

Passion, is you do that particular task without feeling any weary and complains
After being encourage by many people around me, thought of I shouldn't give up on having passion on drawing.

Though my current degree does not related with Arts/Design. Oh well, will see how. ^_^

Actually I LOVE sleeping. Does that mean I shouldn't give up on continue sleeping??

Philippians 4:6-7

2010-04-18T12:41:00.004+08:00

Cast all your burden to your God, the one you serve. Because he knows the plan in you better than you do, and the plans HE inserted in you not to harm you, but prosper you, gives you hope and future. HE'll be always by your side.

Happy belated birthday Isaac (15 April. I know I'm late +_________+)! May you have a peaceful mind through HIM when you face every circumstances.

PS: The Isaac that I've drawn does not look like the real him. T___________T

Kids Nowdays

2010-04-17T09:33:00.002+08:00

I'm the BOSS for today!!

2010-04-11T06:00:00.002+08:00

Just want to wish myself Happy 2010 Birthday! May my wishes come true~

Happy Easter 2010

2010-04-04T00:00:00.023+08:00

I forgot that my sister aren't a Christian (if not?).

This is the first time I know what's Easter all about. It's another important day for Australia, who's a Christian country. Easter is the day where Jesus died and rose up again, a signal of God is able to overcome the death, a message to spread around the nation that nothing that God can't do.

2 days before Good Friday, I carried this bucket and walk around the campus to ask about Easter.
Looks like a lot of people having the same thought as my sister!

*UPDATES*

Some interesting picture that I've found in my mail box. Thought of sharing with you all. Sheryl sent it to me:

I don't know whether you've received this but the expression of those eggs are just SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS: Why do I have flu? T_____________T

John 14:6

2010-04-03T00:00:00.005+08:00

HE is the truth of you, me, everyone's life. Just because HE knows our life, and HE has awesome plan instore in our life.

Happy Birthday Little Abalone! May God reveals more and more to you that HE loves you very much. May this year full of blessing to you, too! =)

Isaiah 41:10

2010-04-01T03:43:00.003+08:00

So, do not fear on what you're facing, because HE is always with you.
HE will strengthen and help you in any area you're facing.

Happy Birthday Joab! May this year will be full of blessing, joy and excitement to you~ =)

Mentos + Coke

2010-03-24T23:40:00.003+08:00

Recently have been busy with stuff,
stuff that half of my mind told me not worthy to do/think, half of them said yes (temptation.....ORZ)
Probably it's my last semester as undergraduates. People want to do whatever she can do for her last semester what~~ =P

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Today I would like to share about mentos + coke forms rocket incident.
If you are that kind of person who constantly read forwarded message, you probably had came across about this incident. Rumours say that it cause death when you consume both of them together.

Even the famous mythbuster couldn't hide but prove that there was such things happen

(but they didn't prove that it will cause death on person)

So we do know that mentos + coke could cause rocket form of coke. But is it safety to be consumed together?
Until last Saturday, while I was on my way to attend shepherding lesson with Swee and 1000 steps with my LG, I saw this (and bought it immediately) from a candy shop at Flinders Street Train Station:

And I'm still alive after consume quite number of them! ;)

PS: reports, reports! Orz.....

Siaowoman's one day-trip to Melbourne

2010-03-11T08:22:00.007+08:00

Hail Storm at Melbourne, 6 March 2010

2010-03-07T19:39:00.004+08:00

A video that I've found on Youtube to show how severe the hailstorm is:

And yes, I manage to survive in such a horrible weather...........
by staying at home, without aware that there is hailstorm outside.

Proverbs 3:5-6

2010-03-04T17:18:00.000+08:00

Trust HIM more, because HE has a better pathway than you thought. I believe HE loves you so much and want you to feel happy, not suffer in your life.

Happy Birthday LML! May your wishes come true~ =)

Last day of CNY

2010-02-28T23:35:00.011+08:00

Ng's Angel coming to save the worldddddd!

It's the last day of CNY! The fact of didn't manage to spend my CNY with my family this year is pretty sad but I'm glad to have dinner with my LG. :D It was suggested by Jon. Initially I thought it's just for Arts/Sci LG dinner together, but turns out mixed Arts/Sci & Eng LG dinner.

It started all with Ian invited Swee to go 1000 steps at Mount Dandenong. Swee dragged me, LML, Ken and Isaac along. It turns out that ian invited a lot from his LG to join him. After that 1000 steps, ian suggests to have dinner together but do not know where. Since we already have dinner plans, we invited them to join us. Thus, the rare combination of LGs' dinner at Springvale.

There were 2 big tables for us. Too bad me and swee have to join the Eng LG table because Shaun and Jill took away our place. T__________T

Should have came earlier than they.

Anyway, the dinner turns out to be pretty good actually. Always love to have group of people eating together. ^_^

PS: 1000 steps is killing my legs! (Not to mention that I was wearing sandals to climb) If my father saw me acting like this, surely he will laugh at me. Yea I admit that I was lack of exercising lately. = =

School starts soon

2010-02-25T22:35:00.014+08:00

If you're at Melbourne in last 2 weeks you can't see this kind of incident happens in the bus. Picture above tells me that school starts soon!

Oh yea, I just finish my summer course's exams this Wednesday. It went pretty well, except there is some 'special' incident happens.
And what's that 'special' incident happen? Wait till I've got the time to blog about it. Lazzy.

CNY will end in 3 days time! *sniff*

CNY is near to the end.....

2010-02-24T07:55:00.008+08:00

5 more days till the end of CNY!

Being still stuck in Melbourne, I can't feel any CNY atmosphere happens here. It's like, CNY didn't happen. This is sad, reminds me how important to go back Malaysia for CNY in the future no matter what. Hmm....maybe I should consider taking 1 month of holiday just for CNY in case I decided to work at foreign country.

Luckily I'm not celebrating CNY alone even though my sister went back to Malaysia. =P

Sorry to post this late but I wish everyone here have a great new year ahead! GONG XI FA CHAI!!

One of my tiger loves 2010 series. There are more to come~! =)

I've other ideas in my head at the moment but have no time to draw it out as my exams is near. Will promise to draw it out asap before the CNY period gone. =P

Swee and ian said I should keep up the good work to enhance my craftsmanship gift. Well, see whether I've that time. After all, science student usually BUSY with their assignments. *muahaha~!*

By the way, exams in 3 hours time! *Gulp* Wish me all the best!!

On the other note, my sister, LML and abalone were back in Melbourne! YAY! More people are back in Melbourne! *dance*

Me and Accounting story

2010-01-23T21:27:00.005+08:00

Back at 2 years time, I took Accounting as my elective subject.

At that time I was too naive. I thought of able to conquer that subject very well as long as I put much work on it, but never know that I will be lost on my low confident level.

There was many times I kept blaming myself for not trying my very best to make it pass, but allow those negative thoughts controls me. I guess I deserves this 34 marks.

Being not able to success in science like anyone else, plus I wouldn't say I'm a sharp, patient and smart person, I doubt that this area does not suits me. Hence, I've made a big decision about trying on other area - business. Even though I didn't did greatly for economics and accounting, I'm very sure that I don't like business. Furthermore, my feeling towards science becomes greater, I still like science!

If you're interested in something, you probably do very well in that area isn't it? Even though accounting proves that I enjoy studying science, it does not get rid of my low-confident habit. Hence, my result wasn't that WOW after all. I still haven't get the breakthrough.

There are period of times I kept thinking about my accounting - what if I work hard? If I do, I do not need to ended up taking summer course here isn't it? Even though I don't think I've ever going to face accounting anymore in the future, my regret of not being able to put all my best on accounting at that time could not be forgotten. I feel like slapping myself for letting negative thoughts controlling me while I study this subject. There are many times how I wish if time could turn back, I will give all my best I can. But I know everything is too late.

2 years later, I meet accounting again!

During this summer semester I'm taking Technology and management for scientists. This subject divided into four section, and one of the section is about Financial Management. When it says financial management, it means how to manage your money that will be invested in your project. When it comes to how to manage your money, it related to business. And what kind of business talks about managing money? Accounting lo!

Just last Wednesday, I was told to complete a task about Net Present Value. Thank God who helps me by providing 2 friends whom studied accounting teach me how to do it. They even give me offer to teach me if I'm really struggling on that. Despite that, my fear on cannot handle this section very well craws on me. The memories of cannot get the balance in balance sheet, decision on whether should I put on debit or credit site and 34 marks for my accounting still fresh. They sort of understand me how do I feel, but Fann though of it's an excuses.

Just this Wednesday, I was taught how balance sheet and Profit & Loss statement operates. As I listen to what the lecturer said, I thought that: hey! Actually it's not hard what? Why I screw up in these section during my time with accounting? Suddenly this becomes my major point that I shouldn't give up and press on!

I believe this is another confident level that God gives me: I shouldn't look down on myself! It proves that the words HE gave me is true!

But funny part is, I never know that I'm going to meet accounting again in the future! Many of my coursemate didn't get the idea what accounting could fit in science area. But now my summer subject proves that it will be useful. It makes me feel that my decision on taking accounting at the first place was not wasted!

For once I fear of studying Financial Management, but when it comes of thinking that God gives me a chance to pay back my regrets two years ago, there is nothing I should fear of!

COME ON ACCOUNTING!!! Try to fail me if you want! I will not get defeated by you, like what you did 2 years ago!

Many times I will feel people like me not suitable for Science, but accounting makes me realize that my interest in science. Though I may not touch in this area in the future, the impact it left in my life never be forgotten. Somehow I feel that what Jane said is right: God can transfer bad things into good! Accounting not only reminds me that I enjoy science, it gives me confident.

Praise God!

Happy Birthday Xin!

2010-01-12T09:49:00.007+08:00

You must be very glad that I'm not besides you, so that you won't be able get soak! XD
Just want to wish to my little sister here Happy Birthday!
Be good, be active, and all your best in your studies! And also don't be so busy-body please....

From,
Your Eldest Sister.

My very first time countdown at rain!

2010-01-11T20:36:00.007+08:00

This is my first time countdown-ing at rain.
It feels cool!! As a rain-lover, this rain does not only just give me the joy of counting down, but around people as well. Well, human being are made out of water, mostly, so of course we love pouring! :D

I wonder what's the sign of this rain.

If you don't mind, I hope you accept my belated ~HAPPY 2010~ to all of you here whom are reading my blog! :D

New year weeks has been good for me, except hearing the news about church attacked at Malaysia, which is not very nice. I know that religion is a sensitive topic to say. No matter to what extend that makes you cannot accept other religion, at least you have to respect them!

Pray that Christian over there will overcome all these and God will be there for them.

A letter just for you

2010-01-05T22:35:00.010+08:00

Hi Jane and Fann. Don't be surprise that I wrote you this, this is not a harm letter. LOL.

I just wanted to say thank you for being there with me whenever I need someone to talk to. December 09 has been an ups and downs month for me. Well, it might not sounds that serious, but I believe I couldn't make this far without you guys.

I've got right of what God's plan for me now. Recently I've been spending time with my childhood friend - Siaowoman, whom just graduated from UniSA and pay a visit to Melbourne. I've told her all my work problems. Guess what? She told me that I should feel lucky to have this kind of experience. It's not easy to work under such stress + demanding environment, especially if your boss is an Asian. That makes me feel that I should be proud of myself for able to hanging there no matter what.

Memories about the days I get scolded constantly by my boss and supervisor, the words that Jane told me about herself: "That's why I don't want to become waitressing! I can't multitasking and tend to be forgetful!" and the words that mom had spoken to me: "I think you are not suitable for waitress! You are so careless!". These 3 criteria are enough for my reason to give up this job! I just thought that what's the point to continue doing the things that I'm not suitable for? My performance could say the worst waitress that LMGrass had.

After hearing what Siaowaman shares her working life at Adelaide, I realize that I do have a reason to being proud of myself. Having no experience in waitress-ing people like me could make this far is an award. I guess you guys know that I worked during New Year Eve. I would say I've performed well on that day. What surprises me is that no one scold me like they used to be on that day (except nagging me to calm down and be fast!), but my supervisor even praises me for done a good job!

When I recall that New Year Eve incident, I told myself: Hey! Actually I can be a good waitress! For many times my mind tells me to give up this job, but you guys told me not to give up because of discouragement you get, because the door is still open for me! For a moment I feel that I've no ability to become a good waitress like my colleague, the New Year Eve incident proves to me that YES I CAN! I guess what God is trying to tell me that I actually can do anything: There is NO excuses that I can't do anything/achieve anything, especially you decided to walk with HIM. It's based on our DESIRE HEART! Yes, I'm not suitable for waitressing! I'm so careless, forgetful, blur, you named it! How could it be possible for me to become a professional/good waitress? But anything could change in the future. "Now you see! You actually can do a great job after going through so much scolding and discouragement. What makes you think that you can't do a great job because you're careless + forgetful + blur?" - This is what the Holy Spirit told me.

All of these makes me realize that God's plan for me really not trying to harm me, but prosper me. Plans to give me hope and future (Jeremiah 29:11). Without denial, there were several times I questioned God why want me to work in such restaurant, where I will get scold, discouragement and humiliation everyday? I just wanted to get some extra income, not desires to become a good waitress. But Jeremiah 29:11 keeps me moving on, and of course, having you guys besides me. If I don't seeks you guys for advice or refuse to listen you two at the first place, I might have gave up this job before New Year Eve and wouldn't know what God is trying to tell me.

I'm sorry about constantly pouring out my frustration and complains to you guys (especially Fann). God really transform my confident level from "I can't do this!" to "I can do this!!". Low self-esteem is always my major problem to overcome it for the past 20 years. But God just use 1 month plus to help me overcome it! Isn't he's amazing?

I believe I no longer treat myself as a grass anymore! This is a change that no one can do it, not even my parents, but God just snap it and WALAH! I believe God uses both of you to bless me. I'm really thankful on having you two being there for me whenever I need help. From now on, you will see the brand new Anfieldyee! The Anfieldyee that would not always keep thinking "I can't do this!", but the Anfieldyee that has confident to say "I can do it through God!".

May God BLESS you two! =)

XOXO,

Anfieldyee

Meaning of Christmas

2009-12-30T21:57:00.008+08:00

People who are Christian surely will agree this!

Guy: Christmas got 9 letters.

*The 9 letter of C-H-R-I-S-T-M-A-S line up in straight line to face the audience*

Guy: There are so many words pop up by using this 9 letters, like Cash, Trash etc. Christmas needs cash to buy presents, Christmas produce trash because there surely got lots of stuff to clean up after christmas celebration.

Guy: But people often use "Xmas" for simple purpose.

*The letter of X came up and line up with M-A-S letters, formed X-M-A-S*

Guy: and you know what word went missing?

*The C-H-R-I-S-T word show up!*

This performance was performed at Knox City Garden, organized by Wantirna Christian Community, 20 December 2009.

Christmas not just only opening a present, having the joy of celebration, but a remembrance of the born of Jesus Christ, whom come to the world to saves us, and to show that God really loves us. This is what I discovered here.

My christmas day was great! Probably the most meaningful christmas I've ever had so far! Despite I've work on that day (Christmas also need to work?!), I manage to attend Christmas Celebration organized by Ian and Ivy. The best part is definitely exchanging present. Someone got USB, which I later found out it just cost AUS 15! *kicking and rolling on the floor*

Fann and Shaun got CDs, which is pretty cool, (Apart from CDs, Shaun got soap which I guess he can used for body wash XD) Jane got World Genius Record, interesting! I've got a present prepared by Ivy, which is a tree ornament that can grow! Jon See kept on saying "OMG that is SO COOL!" when he look my present. LOL!

Thank God that the weather was not hot, match to Christmas atmosphere (YAY!!). I've taken some pictures
about Christmas atmosphere at Australia. Some of them may not that creative for you but it's beautiful! =) Lastly, I know it's late but I wish you all here belated Merry Christmas!

Blue Christmas tree at one of the Japanese Restaurant

Stars in the City *blink blink*

Christmas Tree at Monash's Law library

My all-time favourite flower! A_A

I want to make a wish, too!!

The biggest Christmas Tree in the City!

Christmas Tree in Ferrero Rocher

This is the longest Toblerone I've ever seen! O_O

Lindt chocolate in tree ornament form (want to buy but it's expensive!)

Santa Claus in stone form?!

Christmas decoration around the chicken.

CHEAP-nya~!!

Awwwww, CUTE!

*More to Come*

One more day till the end of 2009! *sniff*

I LOVE Louie Giglio's preaching!!

2009-12-18T23:40:00.003+08:00

Christmas is coming soon~!! *Hint Hint*

Picture taken from here.

I'm not walking alone

2009-12-17T00:12:00.002+08:00

*In SMS*

Someone: "Hello, how r u?"

Anfieldyee: "Hello :) it's a weird emotional. Part of me feels that i do not need to worry, I don't lose anything, but part of me feels pain when i recall the incident."

Someone: "I guess we r in the same boat. :) well, when we feel the weakest, we r the strongest! :) miracle happens."

Something my guts tells me that God makes me jobless is because HE wants this person not to feel very bad. At least there is someone (which is me) shares the same feeling with her.

If that's true, I won't mind losing my job anymore. After all, she deserves better.
I'm going to be ok, I hope it same goes to you, too! =)

Btw, I discovered something that when it comes to after you've tried your best but didn't turn out the result that you want, you've got this kind of mixed feeling. Who agree with me? (hands?)

There was once..

2009-12-16T08:15:00.008+08:00

There was once, I'm proud of myself for being easily hang out/have more friends than others;
After knowing YOU, having proud doesn't mean anything.

There was once, I thought I always give all the best I can;
After knowing YOU, I discovered that actually I do have many things inside me and waiting for me to discover.

There was once, I've very low self-confident;
After knowing YOU, I aware that I'm not useless in YOUR eyes.

There was once, I tend to please everyone;
After knowing YOU, I realize that YOU're the one that worthy for me to be pleased.

There was once, I tend to care what other people think of me;
After knowing YOU, it doesn't matter what other people think of me because they do not know me! YOU are the one that I should care because YOU know me ever since I was born.

There was once, I'm proud that I've the freedom to accept all kinds of view;
After knowing YOU, having this kind of proud no longer important, because human is imperfect.

There was once, my friends used to treat me like nobody business;
After knowing YOU, they've change like the way YOU have teaches them!

There was once, I'm so self-center;
After knowing YOU, I begin to change, I begin to learn how to care and love one another, I begin to hunger for truth, just because I know life is not just about me.

There was once, I tend to think how do I look good in front of others;
After knowing YOU, all these things are not important anymore.

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How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, all I need, my Everything!

Beyond the realm of conscience

2009-12-13T01:12:00.009+08:00

At last, I'd manage to finish watching all the episode of this drama, thanks to my sister who does not hesitate to go State Library of Victoria and download it. =)

I won't say it's better than "Jewel in the Palace" and "War and Beauty", and I wouldn't say it's a WOW movie as the plot is quite predictable - at the end good people will live happily after and bad people got what they deserve to get. But what I've learned from this drama is that it's not worthy to let greed, jealousy, fame and pride ruin your friendship.

No matter how unfair or bad a situation we have, "everything happens for a reason!". Quote from Fann.

On the other note, I think I'm back to unemployed status. sigh. Kinda disappointed about myself.

This is the result when you first time play guitar

2009-12-06T23:21:00.005+08:00

I can feel the pain, and my redness on my fingers, till now.
AH AH AH AH AH!

PS: Tomorrow is the brand new day! *GULP*

不说话, 也不会感到尴尬

2009-12-03T09:46:00.008+08:00

"A true friends doesn't mean they have lots of things to say, but even when they remains silence during spending time with each other, they don't feel awkward."

Because there is call "Quality Time" in Love Languages category.

PS: I will draw some other people when I've got the time. This is just a rough sketch. =)

Everton 0 - 2 Liverpool, 29/11/2009

2009-11-30T23:42:00.005+08:00

After watching this video, my gut tells me that Liverpool is not the liverpool I met during 2008/09 season anymore.

BPL 2008/09 season is the best season I've ever witness so far apart from Istanbul 2005. Beat Chelsea twice, the comeback in Manchester City Porthsmouth etc, and most importantly, beat MU twice after 7 years of falling defeat on them! Everything is so perfect, everything is so memorable! I still remember how shock, how trilled I am every time I watched them played, apart from they draw+lose.

Sadly the trophy does not belongs to them.

I still remember how frustrated and disappointed when they draw or lose the game that they suppose to win, even though most of the time they play a match that STUN everyone, and DELIGHTS every Liverpool fans - because Liverpool finally in serious business to win the title after many season!! (or found a way to do so?) Perhaps I care when they draw or lose, because like that how to win the title? I mean, wining trophy is the bigger picture, we should aim for bigger picture! If you win one match and lost the next match which affects your high chance to win the title, then what's the point of delight when you win the match at the first place?

But not everything will goes to our way.

The moment I watched this video, suddenly I miss the 2008/09 season of Liverpool! Suddenly I miss having I jumping around living room when they comeback from 2 nil down, suddenly I miss having my highest point of delights when Babel scores the wining goal for Liverpool against MU, suddenly I miss having proud that Liverpool shows their no giving up spirit..

And now, all this things may not going to happen anymore, my gut says that.

At this point, I realize how important to appreciate everything I have right now. Yes aiming for bigger picture is great, but not everything goes our way. If every bits and pieces you have contains happy portion, why waste it? When the stuff that you have right now is gone one day, feeling regret that you don't appreciate much on the first place could take back that stuff? Unless there is second chance.

I miss you, the season of 2008/09 Liverpool. I really do.

Trip to Travel Carnival @ Mount Dandenong

2009-11-29T20:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday me, Fann, Eleanor and Lionel went to Mount Dandenong for visiting the travel carnival. Later on, Eleanor invites us to join her having dinner at her house. She cooks roti pelatai for us. Yump!! =D

Something makes me realize that it's very important to spend time with friends, particularly people that we do not close to/first time met and have the chance to spend time with him/her. At least it's the beginning of learning to love one another - to know more about him/her.

Even though Eleanor is from my LG, I didn't get much time to spend with her, talk with her. Frankly speaking, I'm quite self-centered person. People that I can't chat along will put into hi-bye friend category. But through this LG, I've learn how important to love your friends, especially those who are meant to be besides you. Probably God wants us to learn something from this person, one of the way to build up our character to better.

Through friends, I've learn to be dedicated, loving, caring, kindness, think of other people's situation, patient, sharing, more open heart, focus, self-confident etc.

I admit that sometimes I feel there are some people in my LG I hard to get along with it, for example, hard to get a topic to start to. But because we every week at least meet each other for once, it slowly proves that I'm the one who has to learn, to change! Which means, there is no excuses that I can't love one another.
You won't hate a person that long by his/her habit, because humans tend to be tired. But who knows, the bad habits that owned by them could build up our character, like becoming even more patient?

I'm glad to have the chance to spend time with Fann, Eleanor and lionel yesterday, to know more about them, particularly with Eleanor =) Never know that knowing one person could be fun! ^_^
By the way, Eleanor offers the paper present for me to wrap the gifts we bought from travel carnival. I've made it till like this:

Eleanor said I really have a gift of craftmanship! Hmm..

Some pictures I've took during travel carnival (didn't take that much because it's raining heavily):

LADYBIRD!!

weird looking soaps

looks like edible

love this!

Err..

To sum things up, it was an interesting trip!
Thanks for the trip, Eleanor and Lionel. Hopefully we could spend more time in the future. =)

Can I stop the time from moving too fast?

2009-11-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

Appreciate every moments I have..

值得深思的文章

2009-11-23T10:10:00.004+08:00

不一定都要相爱，不一定都要相守

有一种爱只能欣赏!

我们生活在一个五彩斑斓的世界，在这个世界里不光有着美丽的风景，同样也有着不同个性、不同气质、不同人格魅力的人。在漫漫的人生旅途中，你会相识、相遇很多的人，不同的人身上有着不同的品质及魅力，欣赏、喜欢和爱便成了我们最难把握的尺度。

有人说，男人和女人最重要的是相知、相爱。其实，在你的一生中，真正能打动你的人，远远不止一个，都去相爱吗?很不现实，爱是一种用心投入的狭隘的情感，它美好但独立而排他。

当你爱一个人的时候，便想完完整整的拥有他，包括他的思想、他的情感以及他整个人。但每一次的感动过后，你又能长久的拥有吗?没有永远不变的思想，也没有永远唯一的情感。所以重要的不是爱，而是欣赏。不同的人、不同的品味，会对同一幅景象产生不同的感觉。晶莹的雪山有着冰清玉洁的美，潺潺的小溪有着清秀自然的美，波澜壮阔的大海有着宽广豪放之美，每一种美都给人不同的震撼！

每一个人都是有血、有肉、有灵魂的，他们的身上同样散发着不同的美，每一种美好的品质都是诱人的。任何时候，学会用欣赏的眼光去看待世界，看待你周围的人，你便会更坦然地面对一切了。

人性的弱点就是想占有，想占有自己喜爱的一切东西。但人又是有思维的，这种思维随时都在变，没有一种情感是永恒不变的。所以，不要奢望你能拥有很多，用一种平常心态去欣赏一个人，就象欣赏一幅画一样，你会很快乐，也会很坦然。

当你用一种平常的心境去认识一个人、结交一个人的时候，你便会没有了一些私情杂念，你们便可以自由随意的交往，心也便会一点点的交融，真正的朋友便会在你欣赏的眼光中向你走来，友情同样是生命中不可缺少的东西，在你拥有了很多真心朋友的时候，你才会觉得生命的快乐。

拥有一个好朋友，比拥有一段感情要平实得多，在人的一生中，每一次用心的投入都是一种伤害。而朋友则不同，你可以在拥有朋友的同时，体味到人性的纯美、真情的可贵。友情同样是一种爱，一种更高尚、更至诚的爱。

这世上人有千万种，不一定都要相爱，不一定都要相守，只要学会欣赏。

*文章摘自这里.

我想, 我应该知道怎样面对朋友, 向他人学习, 也试图戒掉自己的弱点了!

后语: 喜欢最后第二段的话! ^_^

Where is my hand plaster?

2009-11-21T23:32:00.003+08:00

LG Retreat at Rosebud 13 - 15 November

2009-11-16T22:35:00.003+08:00

Rosebud location from Melbourne

The house that our beloved leader had rented

Beautiful beach~ ^^

Algae everywhere

Indomee for supper. Yump!

During LG retreat, we went to Rosebud.

I'm glad to be able to spend time with other14 people with deeper knowing more about them. Besides that, a chance to get rid of busy + pressure places and come here to have peace in mind. I always have this kind of feeling when I'm going back to my hometown during Chinese New Year at Malaysia. Being far away from the pressure places could make your mind feel peaceful

Of course, the main point is to know more about HIM. I'm glad that I'd able to know more about HIM! =)

It's an enjoyable retreat that I'll never forget! Laughs (because we have high among of jokers =)), sharing, tears (one of our LG member is about living us soon!), chit-chat, you name it!

It's always feels great to being part of a family!

Melbourne Uni's Offer

2009-11-13T06:50:00.005+08:00

This is what you get when you've conditional letter from Melbourne University:

Nice cover~

How come mine is just piece of print-out letter when I get conditional offer from them?

Just wanted to congratulate my sister, who gets her conditional offer from Melbourne Uni. =)

On the other hand, I'm done with my Finals! HOORAY!!
In this past two days, I've been thinking about what am I going to do with my 3.5 months of holiday. Like Jane said, make use of this holiday as part of achieving your goals and make your mind fresh. I hope I really can do it (because I'm super procrastinating! @@) in order to get prepare for my summer course. Lesson learned not to let chance fly away from your hand! (Wahaha~)

In the meantime, I'm looking for a part time job. I should have applied for summer vacation scholarship but...oh well! Let just see what's going on at January. I just realize that China Town has more vacancy than others. Though I believe most of them needs somehow expert in a relevant job, and my experience is just bookshop! +__________+ But like mom always says, never try never know!

Following 3 days I'm going to a place where it's far away from city - Rye Beach!! I'm so excited!!! I hope to get this opportunity to fulfill what I want to get from this trip, and also to refresh my mind.

Last but not least, I wish BEST OF LUCK to those who are still seating for exams. HANG IN THERE!! Remember, 1 day/1week of suffering does not equals to 3.5 months of freedom! GOOD LUCK YEA!!!

3 down, 1 to go

2009-11-06T09:00:00.014+08:00

As title says it all, 1 more paper to go! *relief*
Finally I could take an enough sleep yesterday, even though I wish I could online for longer.

I just really wanted to Thank God for being with me throughout my preparation for 2 big gen test (If I happens to show my frustration and stress on you, and it makes you feel bad, my apology of failing to control my temper +__________+). I believe he was not impressed the way I studies, and yes I deserve to get scold for these semester from people around me. Still by his grace, he give me strength to go through ups and downs during my 2 weeks of preparation for Freshwater Ecology and that 2 big Gen test. Most importantly, I was thought of not being able to answer GEN 3040's question after knowing that I didn't do much preparation and wanted to cry after looking at past year papers, yet he bless me by giving me the questions I could answer during the exams. I feel shame of what I've did on my preparation for test.

During this 2 weeks of preparation, I've learn a lot from my mistake, and learn to know that there is no second chance in my life. Most importantly, I've learn what it takes by "Giving all the best!" and "don't stress!". I've learn not to just focus on my own situation but focus more on HIM (If you don't understand what I mean that's ok hehe). Although I might not get a colourful result at the end, I guess I've gain something that could build up my characteristic.

Till now, I still remember the reaction that my friend shows me: "This is my last semester! Why do I screw it up??". I guess God knows that I'm a forgetful person, so he shows me this before I repeat my mistake again. Next semester is my last semester (if everything went smoothly), I don't want to screw it! Most of all, I will give it ALL THE BEST I can! This is the promise that I wanted to keep, and I will, I hope to remember the bits and pieces during this semester!

The result of putting all your best is just SWEET! =D
so to my last paper: BRING IT ON MOL2022!

This is why I don't like study Freshwater Ecology Lecture Notes

2009-10-30T07:04:00.004+08:00

Full of insects picture in BIGGER view.

Just had my first paper yesterday,
what can I say? Feeling Miserable.

I shan't give any excuse on why I feel like that, because no use to say out. It's over already.
Hopefully the marks could help me in my future.

On the other note, Joanne is back from Malaysia! Feel surprise that she called me last night and comfort me in the right time! =D
Thanks Joanne. ^_^

Off for a while

2009-10-24T04:48:00.009+08:00

FEAR = False Evidence Appears Real

*****

Anfieldyee's exam timetable:

29/10, 9.30am - BIO 3122 Freshwater Ecology

04/11, 9.30am - GEN 3062 Conservation and Ecological Genetics

05/11, 2.30pm - GEN 3040 Genomics and Molecular Genetics

09/11, 2.30pm - MOL 2022 Molecular Biology and Gene Technology

Hands on my head, running around the circle, attempt to become the panic suzz:
"AH! AH! AH! AH!" +__________+

*****

Exams is around the corner (in less than 1 week @@). So I shall not blog anything till 9 November.

See you all at plurk! (Could be undergoing facebook fast as well) Other wise, in real life or after 9 November.
Good luck and all the best for those who are sitting for exams! =)

You make me become your shining star

2009-10-09T03:04:00.011+08:00

Sometimes I will keep wondering am I an invisible woman among my friends?

I remember sometimes my parents will say to me: "Sometimes I really don't understand what is in your mind!", some friends even told me that: "I found out that you like to tell your friends' story but not you!", "you seldom talk about yourselves!". Yes I seldom talk about myself, what do I think, how do I feel etc, that's my habit. Probably that leads to the point that I tend to be quite among my friends! As in, when my friends keep discussing, I will stood there and listen.

So sometimes I do feel abit left out, and have the assumption that I'm an invisible friend.

But it got all wrong after I came here.

Recently I've posted some photos taken at Malaysia with the people that I love in facebook. The comments were very touching, unexpected and funny! But what most importantly is that they actually miss the happy moments have with me, miss having me as their company etc. One of them even confess that "It's getting quite when you're not here (in Monash Sunway)!". I can tell you, at that moment I really do feel so special! XD

I'm just a ordinary little star on the sky that works hard to shine everyday. When people saw us from the earth, they can't spot me because I look the same as every star. But just because you've found me, I've become your shining star!

I didn't know that they actually miss me that much after I come here, and I didn't realize that being miss by someone, even though it's just few second will makes you feel happy and warm. I remember everytime I called back to my mom, her reaction always makes me wanted to cry. I know that my family will miss me, but I didn't expect it's that high level! @@

Looks like the choice I've made to come to Melbourne does pay up the price! Muahaha XD

Thanks for those who thinks about me, even though just a few seconds! Especially Edi whom recently posted an entry that he miss my presence! ^^

朋友一生一起走

2009-10-06T20:38:00.007+08:00

还记得上个星期五跟 Sheryl 他们唱K点到这首歌的时候, 大家都轰轰烈烈的唱在一起, 突然间觉得拥有那一份的感觉真难得.

虽说友情是我们生活中的调剂品, 虽然妈妈说过朋友也会陷害朋友, 虽说友情不能和亲情来做比较, 但生活上就是不能缺少朋友.朋友就是一生一起走, 一起面对困难现实, 一起欢笑一起悲伤.

我们可以跟全世界的人做朋友, 但就是因为缘分让我们只能跟他人做很好的朋友! 这一点是我每次当我不能跟心目中的人物做朋友的时候, 给予最佳的安慰, 也让我更加明白缘分难得, 让我更懂得珍惜与看重友情的可贵.

友情, 就是在你无论什么样的情况下, 都会陪伴你左右的人. 虽然我不善于当聆听者, 但我可以当你生活上的小丑, 逗你开心, 好让你有动力面对一切挫折^^

English Version

This is the song I sang with Sheryl and her friends during karaoke. The moments where everyone sing together is just so nice! It's like, a things that you couldn't own easily.

I still remember that mom told me how friends could use us for their own purpose, but there's undeniable that we need friends. Friends are with us, happily sad together, face the problems together.

We could make friends with the entire world of people, it's just that fate separates us. I always keep this word in my mind, when I failed to make good friends with a particular person that I admire.Sounds pity but it makes me feel more appreciate and how important having friends by fate. Fate does not come easily.

Friends does not abandoned you in any situation. I may not become your good listener, but I could be your clown and make you smile, to provide a driving force that makes you face the problem strongly^^

I'm not a lulu

2009-10-03T22:54:00.005+08:00

Everything, by Lifehouse

2009-09-27T19:02:00.011+08:00

The song that I fall in love during OCF's E-night.
I keep listening almost the whole day.

Thank you for the song, I really like it!

Lyrics:

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Keep Pushing Myself Forward

2009-09-23T19:59:00.008+08:00

"I wanted to keep pushing myself forward, so that I could improve in any areas of my life!"

This is the words I keep telling myself not to get proud easily if I've achieve something.
Since we are ought to aim a bigger picture, why not keep pushing yourself to move forward?
Encouraging is a good thing, but if we get too offended, it won't help us improving, especially lazy people like me thinks that it's more than enough to achieve such level and don't plan to move forward.
Yes I can choose not to make myself suffer, but reality world does not allowed me to do so.

Time to face reality already, Anfieldyee!

Chinese Version

"我要不停的鞭打自己, 才能够更上一层楼!"

这句是我差不多的每一天对自己说的话. 我不想因为只是成功做出某样小东西而感到很自豪.
反正我们应该朝着更大的梦想/目标前进, 不是么?
虽然说自我鼓励没错, 但如果过于自豪, 再怎样的自我鼓励也没用. 因为感到自豪, 觉得自己做了平时自己做不出来的东西, 觉得自己已经pass某种程度了, 所以不打算前进.
我可以选择不想刁难自己, 但现实生活可不允许我这么做.

安儿啊~~是时候该面对现实了吧?!