Rosario+Vampire

There are nothing special happens in my recent life, just reading comics online and doing summer course's assignments. Some of my friends and my sister had went back to Malaysia, so it's quite boring sitting down at home, doing something else by myself etc.

Recently I'm very into this comic, call "Rosario + Vampire". I personally don't explore comics frequently, always stick with Detective Conan. I found this anime at borders bookstore, and was attracted to this comic.

The story of this anime is about a guy name Tsukune Aono entered a Youkai Academy, which is for monsters to attend, after fail to attempt any of the private high schools. Youkai Academy is for the sake of monster where all people in the academy remains in human form in order to co-exist with human. Tsukune is the only human that enters this academy. He is attracted to a pretty, vampire girl name Moka Akashiya, which his primary reason to stay at this academy. Despite of being scare to be found out by other people regarding his true identity, he quickly make many new friends, which in other terms, monster friends and began of his bizarre, dangerous high school life.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

What attracts me the most in this comic is about human can be very strong although in reality we are weak and friendship. I know this comic is fictional but I actually being amazed by their friendship spirit and stay-together-always no matter what happens in the future.

Most importantly, this comic makes me realize about the power of humble through Tsukune. =)

Plus, I know this comic is fictional but that Tsukune is really MANLY!! XDD

Rosario+Vampire, an interesting comic to read!

One thing I don't like about this comic is the shirts is too short for each girls. Who on earth wants to wear THAT short skirts to school? *Curious-ing*

Me and Accounting story

Back at 2 years time, I took Accounting as my elective subject.

At that time I was too naive. I thought of able to conquer that subject very well as long as I put much work on it, but never know that I will be lost on my low confident level.

There was many times I kept blaming myself for not trying my very best to make it pass, but allow those negative thoughts controls me. I guess I deserves this 34 marks.

Being not able to success in science like anyone else, plus I wouldn't say I'm a sharp, patient and smart person, I doubt that this area does not suits me. Hence, I've made a big decision about trying on other area - business.  Even though I didn't did greatly for economics and accounting, I'm very sure that I don't like business. Furthermore, my feeling towards science becomes greater, I still like science!

If you're interested in something, you probably do very well in that area isn't it? Even though accounting proves that I enjoy studying science, it does not get rid of my low-confident habit. Hence, my result wasn't that WOW after all. I still haven't get the breakthrough.

There are period of times I kept thinking about my accounting - what if I work hard? If I do, I do not need to ended up taking summer course here isn't it? Even though I don't think I've ever going to face accounting anymore in the future, my regret of not being able to put all my best on accounting at that time could not be forgotten. I feel like slapping myself for letting negative thoughts controlling me while I study this subject. There are many times how I wish if time could turn back, I will give all my best I can. But I know everything is too late.

2 years later, I meet accounting again!

During this summer semester I'm taking Technology and management for scientists. This subject divided into four section, and one of the section is about Financial Management. When it says financial management, it means how to manage your money that will be invested in your project. When it comes to how to manage your money, it related to business. And what kind of business talks about managing money? Accounting lo!

Just last Wednesday, I was told to complete a task about Net Present Value. Thank God who helps me by providing 2 friends whom studied accounting teach me how to do it. They even give me offer to teach me if I'm really struggling on that. Despite that, my fear on cannot handle this section very well craws on me. The memories of cannot get the balance in balance sheet, decision on whether should I put on debit or credit site and 34 marks for my accounting still fresh. They sort of understand me how do I feel, but Fann though of it's an excuses.

Just this Wednesday, I was taught how balance sheet and Profit & Loss statement operates. As I listen to what the lecturer said, I thought that: hey! Actually it's not hard what? Why I screw up in these section during my time with accounting? Suddenly this becomes my major point that I shouldn't give up and press on!

I believe this is another confident level that God gives me: I shouldn't look down on myself! It proves that the words HE gave me is true!

But funny part is, I never know that I'm going to meet accounting again in the future! Many of my coursemate didn't get the idea what accounting could fit in science area. But now my summer subject proves that it will be useful. It makes me feel that my decision on taking accounting at the first place was not wasted!

For once I fear of studying Financial Management, but when it comes of thinking that God gives me a chance to pay back my regrets two years ago, there is nothing I should fear of!  

COME ON ACCOUNTING!!! Try to fail me if you want! I will not get defeated by you, like what you did 2 years ago!

Many times I will feel people like me not suitable for Science, but accounting makes me realize that my interest in science. Though I may not touch in this area in the future, the impact it left in my life never be forgotten. Somehow I feel that what Jane said is right: God can transfer bad things into good! Accounting not only reminds me that I enjoy science, it gives me confident.

Praise God!

Happy Birthday Xin!

You must be very glad that I'm not besides you, so that you won't be able get soak! XD
Just want to wish to my little sister here Happy Birthday!
Be good, be active, and all your best in your studies! And also less 8gua! LOL.


From,
Your Eldest Sister.

My very first time countdown at rain!

This is my first time countdown-ing at rain.
It feels cool!! As a rain-lover, this rain does not only just give me the joy of counting down, but around people as well. Well, human being are made out of water, mostly, so of course we love pouring! :D

I wonder what's the sign of this rain.

If you don't mind, I hope you accept my belated ~HAPPY 2010~ to all of you here whom are reading my blog! :D

New year weeks has been good for me, except hearing the news about church attacked at Malaysia, which is not very nice. I know that religion is a sensitive topic to say. No matter to what extend that makes you cannot accept other religion, at least you have to respect them!

Pray that Christian over there will overcome all these and God will be there for them.

A letter just for you

Hi Jane and Fann. Don't be surprise that I wrote you this, this is not a harm letter. LOL.

I just wanted to say thank you for being there with me whenever I need someone to talk to. December 09 has been an ups and downs month for me. Well, it might not sounds that serious, but I believe I couldn't make this far without you guys.

I've got right of what God's plan for me now. Recently I've been spending time with my childhood friend - Siaowoman, whom just graduated from UniSA and pay a visit to Melbourne. I've told her all my work problems. Guess what? She told me that I should feel lucky to have this kind of experience. It's not easy to work under such stress + demanding environment, especially if your boss is an Asian. That makes me feel that I should be proud of myself for able to hanging there no matter what.

Memories about the days I get scolded constantly by my boss and supervisor, the words that Jane told me about herself: "That's why I don't want to become waitressing! I can't multitasking and tend to be forgetful!" and the words that mom had spoken to me: "I think you are not suitable for waitress! You are so careless!". These 3 criteria are enough for my reason to give up this job! I just thought that what's the point to continue doing the things that I'm not suitable for? My performance could say the worst waitress that LMGrass had.

After hearing what Siaowaman shares her working life at Adelaide, I realize that I do have a reason to being proud of myself. Having no experience in waitress-ing people like me could make this far is an award. I guess you guys know that I worked during New Year Eve. I would say I've performed well on that day. What surprises me is that no one scold me like they used to be on that day (except nagging me to calm down and be fast!), but my supervisor even praises me for done a good job!

When I recall that New Year Eve incident, I told myself: Hey! Actually I can be a good waitress! For many times my mind tells me to give up this job, but you guys told me not to give up because of discouragement you get, because the door is still open for me! For a moment I feel that I've no ability to become a good waitress like my colleague, the New Year Eve incident proves to me that YES I CAN! I guess what God is trying to tell me that I actually can do anything: There is NO excuses that I can't do anything/achieve anything, especially you decided to walk with HIM. It's based on our DESIRE HEART! Yes, I'm not suitable for waitressing! I'm so careless, forgetful, blur, you named it! How could it be possible for me to become a professional/good waitress? But anything could change in the future. "Now you see! You actually can do a great job after going through so much scolding and discouragement. What makes you think that you can't do a great job because you're careless + forgetful + blur?" - This is what the Holy Spirit told me.

All of these makes me realize that God's plan for me really not trying to harm me, but prosper me. Plans to give me hope and future (Jeremiah 29:11). Without denial, there were several times I questioned God why want me to work in such restaurant, where I will get scold, discouragement and humiliation everyday? I just wanted to get some extra income, not desires to become a good waitress. But Jeremiah 29:11 keeps me moving on, and of course, having you guys besides me. If I don't seeks you guys for advice or refuse to listen you two at the first place, I might have gave up this job before New Year Eve and wouldn't know what God is trying to tell me.

I'm sorry about constantly pouring out my frustration and complains to you guys (especially Fann). God really transform my confident level from "I can't do this!" to "I can do this!!". Low self-esteem is always my major problem to overcome it for the past 20 years. But God just use 1 month plus to help me overcome it! Isn't he's amazing?

I believe I no longer treat myself as a grass anymore! This is a change that no one can do it, not even my parents, but God just snap it and WALAH! I believe God uses both of you to bless me. I'm really thankful on having you two being there for me whenever I need help. From now on, you will see the brand new Anfieldyee! The Anfieldyee that would not always keep thinking "I can't do this!", but the Anfieldyee that has confident to say "I can do it through God!".

May God BLESS you two! =)

XOXO,

Anfieldyee

Meaning of Christmas

People who are Christian surely will agree this!

Guy: Christmas got 9 letters.

*The 9 letter of C-H-R-I-S-T-M-A-S line up in straight line to face the audience*

Guy: There are so many words pop up by using this 9 letters, like Cash, Trash etc. Christmas needs cash to buy presents, Christmas produce trash because there surely got lots of stuff to clean up after christmas celebration.

Guy: But people often use "Xmas" for simple purpose.

*The letter of X came up and line up with M-A-S letters, formed X-M-A-S*

Guy: and you know what word went missing?

*The C-H-R-I-S-T word show up!*

This performance was performed at Knox City Garden, organized by Wantirna Christian Community, 20 December 2009.

Christmas not just only opening a present, having the joy of celebration, but a remembrance of the born of Jesus Christ, whom come to the world to saves us, and to show that God really loves us. This is what I discovered here.

My christmas day was great! Probably the most meaningful christmas I've ever had so far! Despite I've work on that day (Christmas also need to work?!), I manage to attend Christmas Celebration organized by Ian and Ivy. The best part is definitely exchanging present. Someone got USB, which I later found out it just cost AUS 15! *kicking and rolling on the floor*

Fann and Shaun got CDs, which is pretty cool, (Apart from CDs, Shaun got soap which I guess he can used for body wash XD) Jane got World Genius Record, interesting! I've got a present prepared by Ivy, which is a tree ornament that can grow! Jon See kept on saying "OMG that is SO COOL!" when he look my present. LOL!

Thank God that the weather was not hot, match to Christmas atmosphere (YAY!!). I've taken some pictures
about Christmas atmosphere at Australia. Some of them may not that creative for you but it's beautiful! =) Lastly, I know it's late but I wish you all here belated Merry Christmas!

Blue Christmas tree at one of the Japanese Restaurant

 

Stars in the City *blink blink*

 

Christmas Tree at Monash's Law library

 

My all-time favourite flower! A_A

I want to make a wish, too!!

 

The biggest Christmas Tree in the City!

Christmas Tree in Ferrero Rocher

 

This is the longest Toblerone I've ever seen! O_O

Lindt chocolate in tree ornament form (want to buy but it's expensive!)

Santa Claus in stone form?!

Christmas decoration around the chicken.

CHEAP-nya~!!

 

Awwwww, CUTE!

*More to Come*

One more day till the end of 2009! *sniff*

I LOVE Louie Giglio's preaching!!

Christmas is coming soon~!! *Hint Hint*

Picture taken from here.

I'm not walking alone

*In SMS*

Someone: "Hello, how r u?"

Anfieldyee: "Hello :) it's a weird emotional. Part of me feels that i do not need to worry, I don't lose anything, but part of me feels pain when i recall the incident."

Someone: "I guess we r in the same boat. :) well, when we feel the weakest, we r the strongest! :) miracle happens."

Something my guts tells me that God makes me jobless is because HE wants this person not to feel very bad. At least there is someone (which is me) shares the same feeling with her.

If that's true, I won't mind losing my job anymore. After all, she deserves better.
I'm going to be ok, I hope it same goes to you, too! =)

Btw, I discovered something that when it comes to after you've tried your best but didn't turn out the result that you want, you've got this kind of mixed feeling. Who agree with me? (hands?)

There was once..

There was once, I'm proud of myself for being easily hang out/have more friends than others;
After knowing YOU, having proud doesn't mean anything.

There was once, I thought I always give all the best I can;
After knowing YOU, I discovered that actually I do have many things inside me and waiting for me to discover.

There was once, I've very low self-confident;
After knowing YOU, I aware that I'm not useless in YOUR eyes.

There was once, I tend to please everyone;
After knowing YOU, I realize that YOU're the one that worthy for me to be pleased.

There was once, I tend to care what other people think of me;
After knowing YOU, it doesn't matter what other people think of me because they do not know me! YOU are the one that I should care because YOU know me ever since I was born.

There was once, I'm proud that I've the freedom to accept all kinds of view;
After knowing YOU, having this kind of proud no longer important, because human is imperfect.

There was once, my friends used to treat me like nobody business;
After knowing YOU, they've change like the way YOU have teaches them!

There was once, I'm so self-center;
After knowing YOU, I begin to change, I begin to learn how to care and love one another, I begin to hunger for truth, just because I know life is not just about me.

There was once, I tend to think how do I look good in front of others;
After knowing YOU, all these things are not important anymore.

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How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, all I need, my Everything!